User blog:Aphrodite Sweetheart/My horrible life!!! My hard time!!!

For my best, best, best, best friends - and with me, they'd already been passing through something called BFF or GFF if you watch MH =]], I want to share something with you guys...

I planed posting this blog earlier but I just simply feel so bad and I think I need sometime to relax... I'd done Math. I do not care about Math so I just feel that I'm done it, not good, not bad, at the middle... Well... Chemistry, I never told that I'm good at it... After I give my paper to my horrible Chemistry teacher - hello? She's the most horrible Chemistry teacher in my school! - I know that my life is over!!! That stupid test, and now I asked myself if I get 5 marks ( = C or B mark in USA)... OMG!!! I think I need to jump from the bridge to the ocean...

And one more thing. I'm feeling that The Death is coming closer me, sometime when I got a nightmare on midnight, then I wake up... That feeling... Feeling that the Death is very close, right after me... And before I die, I want to finish the Winx Club CDs for my poor siblings and cousins first... Just let me finish it, then take me go... I do not want to be available in this world anymore longer!!! I can't take it... The feelings when you go to school, come to your class everyday but nobody ever want to talk to you, share things with you, help you when you can't do the hard things, and you feel that the whole world, the whole universe abadon you... I really don't want to have that feelings... Right now I just want someone please turn me to a android as fast as they could!!! RoseThorn  -    7 :  i l  n u m e r o  p e r f e t t o    06:54, March 3, 2012 (UTC)